Dear Diary,

I think I'm going to bed sad
reasons are :

1st: I have been craving for double cheeseburger
but only after midnight. and i always don't get to satisfy my cravings :[

2nd : I'm effin broke. Like serious shit.

3rd: Fiqa has finished reading new moon and i haven even started :[
uwaaaaaaa.

4th:i just remembered about the shades on Sunday. stupid man. if your not selling it..
why put it there!!?!??!!?!?!? bladi hell betul.

5th: i just got my _you___ know___ what_ and my legs are cramping like nfashgkhsfhgsjfhgljfgl. my back hurts too!

6th: going shopping with Farah tomorrow means that i wont be buying anything. : [

7th: I'm out of things to hate and complain about.

Happy that I'm broke [ in a way] so i have no ways that i can waste money on.
**sidetrack : i have been keeping note on what i spend even on the smallest things
and i just realise i waste lots of money and this month alone its like only the 10th day
i have spent over $50. doesn't seem a lot but if you think bout it.. it is.
I have red nails.
I heard pastamania is halal :D
I'm going 'window' shopping tomorrow.

OH!
8th thing to be unhappy about: i miss my friends dearly.
9th: i have no valentines date.
hahhaa actually i don't bother cause i don't really celebrate it
and i have never had a valentines date.
i know i sound pathetic but do i look like i give a damn?
nooooooooooooooooo.

10th : ez-link cards are adult fair again! dang it.
11th: i still have not crossed out many things on my list.

okay i shall stop complaining. this is life. and it sucks. [not really actually]

i just realised i only go online in the whee hours of the morning.
reason is i too goddamn lazy to switch on the computer.
and I'm too busy watching Ellen then goong then my sassy girl...
hahahahaa. I'm such a bum.

i need to exercise.
i need to do my laps in the pool.
but first i need a swimming costume.
:}
[hahaha i just realised that smiley kinda looks like me cause i have a nose that can cut thru a medium rare steak or something]
and I DEARLY NEED A WATCH.
and a boyfriend.
NOT! [ on the last part not the watch part.]

woah I'm like on a roll here writing nongsense.
I need a haircut. thin my hair a little so i can shampoo with ease.

dahdah no more i needs. everything you need. you tell me what you don't need!?
you are so fortunate you know! and yet what you have your not satisfied.
whattt! i really need a haircut! and a watch! oh and shoes!

hahahhahaha
im like talking to myself.

okay goodnight/morning/afternoon.
pssstt! i miss you! :}